Note to Gram and Gramps

I think this picture has been on this blog A LOT. But it's the last picture I took with my grandparents...and it's a great memory.

Gram has been on my mind a lot lately.

It's almost been two years.

I had a moment the other day, where it seemed like I just lost her all over again.

My phone was stolen on our anniversary and I had ONE message my Grandma had left me before she passed saved onto my phone in a file.

I thought it was gone.

Then I remembered that Zach had saved it on his phone (his broken phone) too.

I asked him if he could find it.

He did.

I listed to it...only twice...and I cried and cried and cried.

I miss her still, so so much.

I will never stop missing her.

I was cleaning today. I happen to have a few notes that I would color and leave for my grandparents.

The rest are still at their house.

They are supposed to be treasured :)

They are mostly, "I love you so much!" type notes.

But I found this one today.

It sure made me cry.

Grandpa and Grandma:

I love you AND

1. Aunt Deanne called--they're going to their reunion today, but she'll call about church tomorrow :)

2. Your juice is in the fridge.

3. I'll be spending the night again :)

4. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Love,

Shar

And that's it.
That's the note.

I'm so sad on so many levels.

I am also so blessed.

I am blessed to have had them--the two of them together--for as long as I did.

I miss you, Gram.